If I didn't know that I was 22, I would think I was 30. I am not comfortable being 22. It is an uncomfortable transitional age from college student to a real adult. I am about to have real responsibilities.I've hit the last exciting landmark at 21 and now all I have to look forward to is cheaper insurance rates. I should be worried about parties, tests, and my sorority functions. Although, I do enjoy these things I enjoy thinking about are my future family and career even more. I spend a lot my time on wedding blogs and marthastewart.com... and I don't even have a significant other. When I am not day dreaming about my future wedding I think about my future family. I can't wait to have little Bama babies running around. I dream of being the PTA soccer mom as well as the career woman. I am the responsible friend that my friends call "mom". I am the one who plans all of our trips, makes sure everyone has a safe ride, and gets home safely. Somtimes I wish I wasn't as responsible and could just relax and enjoy myself. I have found myself doing things my parents do and it scares me. I read before I go to bed, watch Law and Order, and even read the newspaper. Although I may feel 30, I am going to try to enjoy my youth and not wish my life away!
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